Saturday, January 14, 2017

STARS in EYE'S

I upon having paced for a bit in pain I come to mind of time of the 'Stagger', as I long ago had done late at night waking at 2-3 Am and spending time in dee...p pain and have just walking back and forth in my house, then I flashed forward to the long walks to the Disc golf course set to me by my decree to walk far everyday to make my legs recall what they had done their whole life. My mind just long jumping from the small ball I bounced in my driveway 1190 South A, the fact that I returned to this place and with the help of a lady friend who I had stood for in another place and time, a kicker to boot in 2011 to the summer of 2012 walking everyday and in the eves running. I became then something such as long ago while writing about the summer of 2006, "A turbulent summer full of majesty and wilds" "And thus having taken pen to paper I enter this class." That essay was whisked away like I was it flew, l like being grabbed, from writing 95 and being pulled up a class to WR 115 finding a great writing teacher, or suddenly very smart as Mr.Ribzick stood in front of the 7th grade class with the PSAT nationwide scholastic exams, he being a teacher very much on taking an accounting verbally of grades, scores and such read the top people, "We have 2 people who got 99% looking around the room We have 1 person who got a 99% +98%, we have 97%s several people scored above 90%, 1 person scored 4 out of 5 above 90%. The tests were handed back, and to massive surprise of my own a 99% stood looking back at me over history/social sciences. I exclaimed "99% in shock thinking this must be wrong, other students would look at my test with a whole new respect the C student as best often was the smartest well beside Ursula the Japanese girls. I looked not well taking this home, Dad's yelling at me being to have better grades. I ran that year the 100 meter and I again got that note. 12.78 official time at Hayward field masters and did it handicapped.
It is something you pass and know it and it still lives inside of you, I had to look up the word handicapped to spell it.
I walk. I run. "I drill, drill, drill"
"Those wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength; they will soar on wings like Eagles: they run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary." (2013 Hayward field 13.00 Masters)