"No Voice"

The first time, that first night December 18 2010, my neck and back did something to me. I screamed one in pain and two knowing I just did something real bad to my back and I couldn't stop it. I screamed..

I was already having issues, this thing that was shaking me, tearing at me.

It is this thing, a slow death,

like the window, life just began to shut too soon.

All the colors got brighter, everything meant more,

and the window shuts some more,

 I was fighting Death what was I to do but live and run more, fight more roar more.

I ran, jumped, lived the best, shining like all my life was in these years.

I became THOR re-forged.

the window shuts some more.

I see a crack now, I fight in the dark alone.

My life is vivid wild full of expression,

I tell my window,

before my window, Shuts.

I can't talk right now, but my arms both work again for now,

The window is very old dusty hard to see,

It shuts some more and sound is left, and lights, eye's opened and closed,

just like the window, open or closed,

the lights never stops, dreams.

THOR

written after paralyzing incident