hhead is all cut up, comcussion and base of neck is killing me, not much bleeding, vomiting, started again, up 3-4 days cold clammy, shaking and keep vomiting, sweating, my head hurts so bad and my neecckck
I am so tired, I tossed and trun then um spasming, woke a few times with breathing stopped rom siezures in bed now, and paralitic attacks in bed.
'loud ringing and light hurts, I got to go back to bed,
my right hand is so swollen from the fall on steps and can't use 3]thumb and 2 fingers, dDad is trowing my stuff away and drove me mad in streesss with Amy my own family are pausing me,
I wonder if it would been better that c man shot me the othernight.
I got the message since you are reading my page, Shhuit the fuck up NIGGER. Springfield I won't sue me just don't kill me please, some one help me leave? Dear God, You caould haelp. Just let me go. don't wake me when I can't breath paralyze me and let me fade out again like yesterday.
It was not fair. I thought I was dead when I passed out and I wake to more suffering. #Amen Jesus I love you comfort me..
I have to sleep, it's Monday? Wedsday
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All this pressure, the police beating, assaulted broken hand, throw in Jail over paperwork, neighbors who call me a child molester, (Black Fear), then house broken into Friday took all my Grandmas antiques, been threatened over and over and a gun put in my face and told, You better shut up nigger." Dropping my tort claim against the Police before they kill me. This is the same thing they did 25 years ago. My father has not helped me fight racism since I was a child and people would call me a little nigger boy. Now as a Man, I am the American Nigger/THUG just for being a colored man in Springfield Oregon. PTSD, Yes I am ill and all this is driving me right over the edge. I can't handle all this violence in my sickness, and am getting very suicidal. I need peace to heal but these constant attacks and demands by my father to do work when I am broken. I am already hurting myself loosing control.
Dad How come I have to let racists beat me and you never stand with me, but you can March with King. I'm not that ill.
Even more, I am a good loving man.
I put God first always. #THOR http://theeyeofthor.blogspot.com/2013/01/words-of-peace-in-world-of-hate.html
The Naxi's DID the Same THING, and The ROMANs! Barbarcic, heathen, no humanity, that next child could cure cancer, the cold. IT WAS a BLACK man who id the 1st Heart sugery in America. Some one needs to take a Can full of Acid dust and put it in the vests at the Courts. Let them all see GOD, and then they will see the horrors they are. MEN Change when threatened with Death or thier Humanity is Sparked. #THOR It is done to mentally ill women in Oregon. #THOR
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if iam supposed to cook and meet someone,(I believe I am and can't think through pain, forgive me.) I am not well several seizures so I will cook you favorite meal some time soon, need two hands &my left side is paralyzed.
Chef John "The Ghetto Gourmet" would love to get together if I get better one day, and do favorites for the house. #ChefJohn (personal sorry. I am h/c and it is my problem. I can't think have a great soup day foodies..) why BBQ. well Event may 22nd I am still doing what i can.
Chef John "The Ghetto Gourmet" would love to get together if I get better one day, and do favorites for the house. #ChefJohn (personal sorry. I am h/c and it is my problem. I can't think have a great soup day foodies..) why BBQ. well Event may 22nd I am still doing what i can.
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if iam supposed to cook and meet someone,(I believe I am and can't think through pain, forgive me.) I am not well several seizures so I will cook you favorite m...eal some time soon, need two hands &my left side is paralyzed.
Chef John "The Ghetto Gourmet" would love to get together if I get better one day, and do favorites for the house. #ChefJohn (personal sorry. I am h/c and it is my problem. I can't think have a great soup day foodies..)
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Chef John "The Ghetto Gourmet" would love to get together if I get better one day, and do favorites for the house. #ChefJohn (personal sorry. I am h/c and it is my problem. I can't think have a great soup day foodies..)
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I got to say. A man learns. He grows, the reality is still the same but the action taken and the end result lay ground work for a new communication.
ReplyDeleteI think of these horrid posts, an evil born of plain simple ignorance and taught hate, most a plain "I don't get it." That's cool, it took me a while to. I was brought up very 'White' ha ha. I am listening to Louis Armstrong, "A Wonderful World" I have to agree, and mean while,, above yelled loud enough to get the neighborhood say wtFroG! {Message.. #Shannon "Ribit" (I hope you are well he is out and you guys found what you needed. It is why, I was there. It is why, I loved you in my way.. I even hope you nutty Mom and dad found some form of stability, of circuit. They were never made to stay still, they, you have been blessed by the gift and time, for in turn it to is. OM, Sai Baba Amen Blessed Jesus.
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