I have an email date for this. It was written about August
2012 when my parents Jerome Ernst and little sister Amy Ernst flew from the
east coast and mid west to help with getting help for me, speaking to doctors,
and spending a few days with me catching up.
Dad & Amy: a list of Docs by specialty, Peace Health
Bridge =PHB, and chronologically.
Chiropractors-Homeopathic all private 541-636-3358
Chris Ostertlize Sep 2010-feb 2011 (I realized he was doing
more damage than good.) He was happy to help under insurance. I saw him too
long, and he was stabbing in the dark. MRI lower back found no problem.
Kevin Muzzana 541-726-6521 Nov 2010-May 2012 (Each time he
has refused to do much work on me stating it was beyond his knowledge.) He has referred
me to Dr. Lin 2X both times once before my trauma and just a month ago. Took 3
x-rays before my both traumas’ (on Dec
21, 2010 spine hip shift and 1 month later neck then arms shift)
Marrie Caverack 541-342-8106“Cranial Sacrel Therapy” Nerve
and energy manipulation.
The only person who could put me back together and relieve
severe pain. I could barely walk in her office and walk out fine mush better.
She could also fix my neck and re-align my shoulder blades. Setting my arms
again. Amazing work. It was seeing her for two months with no full relief I
ordered a MRI of my neck. (I was under Dr. Thomas but just for paperwork) Dec
(late)2010- March 2011. I decided short after my MRI to revisit Dr. Lin. He began
looking into my case and ordered several x-rays of my neck from several angles,
but before I got to follow up with him the Alstate Insurance ran out. Alstate
called all my medical billers. I had to cancel last two appointment’s with
Marie Caverack bill of 1,400 outstanding. Most of my severe dysfunction and
skeletal movement happened from Dec 2010 to Feb of 2011, as the dysfunction
continued to run trough my body. When I stopped seeing Marie I slowly lost
heavy ground with my dysfunction.
Primary Care Doctors PHB
Dr. Yoder April 2011 June 2001 I waited 3 months for him to
tell me it was in my head. PHB Rude short. Had me do a push up on wall, touch
toes, lift arms (bicept) and grab his finger. (sounds like a bad joke)
Dr. Workman Nov 2011 Feb 2012 waited another 3 months for
her to tell me. I was having panic attacks. Condescending/placating. Mixed up
on meds 3x. Refused nerve conduction study test even after told me she would,
then receiving an order to from Dr.
Lin Rehabilitative Medicine Country Club Road ignored it.
Dr. Bigley 541-342-3338 current since February is doing what
he feels is right. Still totally lost. Ordered eeg for epilepsy. Wants to send
me to movement specialist. (Always in a hurry, but responds to reported
concerns). Nice manner. Obviously concerned. 1st doctor besides
several Urgent Care doctors who said it wasn’t in my head.
Specialists
After Dr. Yoder I went to Dr. Macha at Slocum center . June
2011- Oct-2011 http://www.slocumcenter.com/physicians/thomas-j-macha-m-d
All this free, by his
word I bet. (It was the cookies and a letter. Business office cleared all
bills)
Dr. Mach orthopedics specialist.
Saw me twice. Diagnosis something in my neck was causing symptoms.
His staff including Dr. Philips localized electronic nerve
test forearms.
Dr. Pam rehabilitation specialist. She agreed with Dr. Macha
Personal aid and Doctor who researched Genetic diseases
Hodgkins types of MS. She agreed with Dr, Macha. My neck.
Ordered several in house x- rays of shoulder. Shoulder fine
no tears.
Ordered MRI 2nd of my shoulder (All I asked him
to do was my shoulder)
And MRI of my Neck the 2nd one. He sends me to
Dr. Lin ….. but I have to stay in PHB to I am sent to Dr. Haulk . Dr Macha says
he wants to see me back in 6 weeks. I wait. In 6 weeks I go back and say. I
never got called. A nurse called a supervisor at PH Dr. Haulk’s scheduler 5
weeks later. I see him. I wait in a waiting room for 2 hour talking to his
assistant with a full history including docs and symptoms of dysfunction for ½
hr. He walks in for about five to ten minuets. He says my neck is better. But I
had to be the one to bring up my 1st MRI, and ask. He was quick with
me,(I had to remind him of the 1st MRI, he hit a few buttons and
never shows me the screen) and with a glance he said I don’t need surgery, and
neck was healing says he will order Electronic nerve study of my back to make
sure. He refers me to Dr. Lin. I tell his staff and him I have to stay within
PHB. I never get a call and call six weeks later after constant questioning, I
find out because I had a local one on my arm the study had been canceled. I
came into find out what to do, and I was out of medication. I was sent to Dr.
Workmen.
2nd visit with Dr. Haulk 541-222-2880 May 2012 sent by Dr. Bigley. I
have written letters to David Alison 541-222-7300 (Main hospital center
receptionist) at “Risk Management” human resources, about care level I was
receiving at this point. I mentioned the MRI’s. I wait 2 hrs again. He shows
with his assistant and an intern. (We were hoping to have Diane Dulin make this
visit with me. She couldn’t make it, I got stuck going alone again) He again
says I don’t need surgery. He shows me the pictures like a small boy and
curious George book. You see I have been at Dr. Lin’s office and had been
educated on MRI’s like a man giving directions to another. Dr. Haulk acts like
he wants to begin attempting to diagnose my dysfunction. States “Lets get a
Nerve conduction study, and if problems keep persisting we will get another,
MRI” He ends by saying he will send a note to Dr. Bigley’s office for me to be
scheduled for Nerve conduction study. I find out from Doc. Bigley’s assistant
that is not what he wrote in my chart. In fact it seems he felt that no further
tests were needed.
Dr. Lin Nuero and
rehabilitative medicine 541-683-4247 (You paid for the first visit) (Insurance
2nd and 3rd but blocked 4th follow up visit
with Dr lin.
Began seeing me in Nov 2010 for the left side spasms.
Ordered MRI of Neck and Brain. Looking for bleed and reason I had major shift
in neck causing a black out and electric shock. 2nd trauma. Spent 1
full hour in his office trying all sorts of things, with movement, and put his
hands on me more than any other doctor looking for answers. We had a
conversation “White boarding ideas”and I was an equal part.
I returned for a follow up (2nd visit) Dec 2010 he showed me
the MRI’s, how to read them, where I was having problems, and how much damage
had been done (extensive wear) was the phrase he used. He told me what was a normal
size for spinal core and showed me how mine was compressed, not to a point
where surgery was needed but close if it got worse. He would want to go in and
fix it. He wanted to keep a watch on my neck and condition progression.
3rd visit March. He says he wants to do a full
Nerve conduction study on my back, gather all information and decide where to
go from there. I am happy when I tell Marie during one of our sessions that he
is attempting to find out the why. Alstate refuses to pay for study and follow
up with Dr. Lin.
Again all care stops and I begin waiting for PHB to send me
to Dr. Yoder.
Dr. Whitely PHB psychiatrist 541-744-0828. Feb 2011- July
2011. I full filled my obligation to Dad to get a mental health assessment.
(part of my condition of having a home and support).
I have dropped out of school, I am unable to walk well. He
puts me on Seraquil an anti-psychotic. I ask him about Klonopin he refuses,
said the effects are like alcohol, and he doesn’t want me near anything like
that, or pain pills. “Addict” I told him when I met him. I have spasms that
look like seizures. A few sessions later he tells me it’s all in my head. I
never get a definitive answer for the diagnosis. As in stress, mental illness,
epilepsy. My final session he says “Why don’t you tell people you are having
spasms and stop calling them seizures”.
I end my sessions with him and I am mad when I do it. I make a point of
saying I don’t need some one f*&^ing (I didn’t say it out loud but the loud
beep I kept making while honking my point home expressed my outrage. Kind of
funny doc’s popping out doors in the office wondering who is beeping loud.)
with my head after going through a trauma and losing my ability to walk and
mobility was enough stress.
Dr Unger psychologist 541- 513-1811 April 2011- April 2012
The one person who listened and helped in some fashion to
deal with the change of life I was experiencing, and stress levels. Could not
follow through with creating a plan and I out grew need for discussion. Tired of
talking. Action and a plan is what I wanted.
Dr, TewLew Psychiatrist. Private “Oregon Psychiatric Partners” 541-726-9912
We start with Zantac like Klonopin but time released and
more expensive. I am having spasms non-stop and been up for days. We also start
with Trazadon for sleeping. Prozack for depression. I have a good relationship with him. We drop
meds that aren’t working. Flexeril ( I was taking 4 fleril and getting no
relief from spasms 1 tablet of Klonopin lessened effect more) Prozack well the
truth is I was unhappy, depressed because I was going through a major and scary
change of life, while battling a debilitating dysfunction. The five stages come
all at once working towards acceptance is the goal of dealing with all these
emotions.
On my last visit we decided a companion animal would be way
more effective than drugs, and help with my forced solitude. He wrote a
prescription for a companion animal.
Her name is Freya she is a 10 lb Bob Cat kitten should grow
to about 30-40 lbs a real terror. I have worked out a way to pay for litter and
her food and little stuff. She was a infested kitten. I have tried to de-worm
her with tobacco, she got fleas so I bath her gently (She’s still to young for
flea shampoo) She has ear mites. I need to get her shots, pet store, and meds.
You were going to find out anyway. She follows me
everywhere, makes me laugh, drives me nuts, sleeps with me. I’m not as lonely.
I could go into the several Urgent care visits, for several
falls and localized paralysis. (Was treated well at Urgent care an attachment
to PH) I could go into the 7 Ambulance rides, how I was kicked in the foot by a
Paramedic and told to stop faking, or put on back boards which is a sure way of
causing me spasms. I could relate the many times I refused Ambulances or
medical attention while I was having a severe spasm in public (50+). I could
relate being grabbed out of a bed by my jaws by a nurse and cursed at, and then
while the security guard looked in a doctor came and screamed at me, “It’s all
in our head, get a ride home and stop coming in here wasting our time.” I got
up while having medium spasms, they had been going on for two hours with no
breaks, attempted to storm out but could barely walk so storming turned into
bumping into walls and falling down. I went and fell laying in front of the ER
having spasms for 45 min. A security guard same from inside, Douge, nice man
waited with me and procured a taxi voucher. We talked while waiting for my
spasm to subside.
I could mention all the other who lent a small hand in my
care or lack of, but the above about covers it.
p.s. 4 days 10 hrs to write.
Appointments with
Dr. Lin Aug 6th 10:30 am cost 240$
Dr. Bigley Aug 6th 3:15 pm PHB
Dr. Tewlew Aug 6th 1:45 pm
I called:
Bob Smith my Attorney waiting for call back 541-345-7211
Dr. Whitely PHB ‘He may not want to accommodate an
appointment is the impression I got. Waiting for a call back by his decision.
I could call Dr. Tara Workmen, and Dr. Yoder. They share the
building with Whitely.
I am waiting to call Rick Montoya owner of Osteria Szfizo
for dinner reservations.
Read with Amy prepare questions on clarification. I will
explain what happened physically and mentally when you are here. I’m glad
Sherlyn is coming. I can’t ever remember how to spell her name. my computer
says 2 n’s I want to put an e in there somewhere. Dyslexic & a writer. I
type so slow. TG for spell check.
Amy I wrote many emails over the years to dad about my
condition and changes. A lot of info. Just a thought. I can be more succinct
verbally with the hands nad feet moving.
And
Well Thank you,
Two years alone fighting this battle all alone.
Love John
A new era. A road of healing after police beating I refuse to go down.THOR
ReplyDeleteMed log daily oe close to on FB for over a year.
Documentation... kiss off , what really counts is.
Determination. I ran that marathon. I get back up every time I fall.
I will never quit this road. I will finish what I started.
The road to healing.. (I have a great team who listen and understand the complexities of my illness and my extensive knowledge of my dysfunction, what it requires, what different effects it has had on my over all system as my skeleton shifted. We have a Plan, I will be well by the end of 2015, or as close as possible. Living on a bike,, with something.. lost that I can't even explain what it is to lose.
LIONS RISE!
Chef John aka THOR April 105