I thought I should get up extra early for my appointment and
taxi ride at 7Am to get my cat Earth spayed at the Lucky Paws Sunday morning,
because I dare any body who is not handicapped to get her in a box, it was not
happening until I got a real big box the third one, so she could not push at
the top, or some how wriggle her little powerful body out. I had several spasms
fighting to get her in the box. I had it figured, taxi to Lucky Paws, a short
wait in line, and then ride the bus home. You see I was outside my walk zone,
too far from home, or further than I usually walked, but I came prepared with
extra clothes, knowing I could not get too cold with my handicap which most of
the time was just twinges and spasm in my muscles, but can get very severe
mimicking seizures if pushed, stresses or, well it just happens.
What I was not prepared for was no one there, me having
spasms, and having to walk home with my cat in this huge box. This was far
beyond my ability and the boxes, I had made a few distress calls, but my spasms
were so bad I had to get off the phone and deal with my present situation. I
gave it 20 minuets of pacing at first with out the box then with the box
because Earth was getting out. I walked home after know one showed.
I made it two blocks fighting the cat the whole time, and
lugging a box too big for me to carry far, before I noticed an officer drive
by. I had spoken to people at the laundry mat for a guy in spasms over and over
can get alarming, and told them I was handicapped, would be okay, and think I
just got the day wrong for the spay clinic, so when the officer drives his car
up onto the curb behind me after turning around I figure it is about the spasms
at Lucky Paws. I turn around to say “Hi did he get a call about seizures in
front of Lucky Paws?”
I was stopped mid sentence for the cop said, “I want to know
what is in that box.”
“It’s my cat lieutenant then, I correct my self and say X. XXXXX. I was just at Lucky Paws and got the day wrong, you don’t have any
right to stop me over a box.” I now realized I had a Cop who was after me for
no reason while I’m busy keeping the cat in the box.. I explain “My name is
John Ernst and I have handicapped and have spasms, and I’m fighting to keep my
cat in the box if you come close I have PTSD and may fall into seizures” and As
I paused looking where I could go while keeping the cat in the box she was
tripping with all the noise. I was at the light and he said, “I could not got
that way into traffic.”
I replied “I need to walk I will pace right here.” while
keeping the cat in the box, and made a right down Mill; inside I am shaking
attempting to fight off full spasms, keep calm respectful and as I went to walk
he said “you can’t go” and keep you hands out of your pockets and started
coming at me I backup attempting to tell him to stop, and that I would have a
seizure, and that the officers had been instructed to give me room, while
keeping the cat in the box. I fell slamming my right side into the ground while
still fighting the seizure, the cop is reaching for his gun like WTF then
calling medical and I’m attempting verbally to give the normal instructions to
not calling medical which I give during a full seizure like episode which I was
having and so on until I say, and finally after banging around on the ground
for a couple of minuets still keeping the cat in the box. I finish by saying’
“You got no right to stop me, I don’t need this I’m handicapped and I’m going
to pick up my hat which had fallen off my head and get up, lift this box” that
lay held in my arms while I kept the cat in the box “and walk down the road you
do what you need to do.” all the while keeping the cat in the box.. Turned my
back on him, then turned back and said “You know this is just wrong.” “Officer
you are out of line.” turned and walked away as he headed to his back to his
vehicle parked blocking the sidewalk and ½ in the road. Basically he had made
it so I had no escape from behind and had traffic in front of me at the intersection,
beside me, and a hedge on the other a while I was busy trying to keep my cat in
a box, he was busy trying to put me in a box..
I walked
for a few blocks tried to take off my gloves to call but still shaking to bad
and can’t hold the box. I finally stop and call “XXXX” at Springfield Police
Station and say “Hi XXXX, It’s John Ernst” “I don’t need any cops giving me a
hard time for walking across town carrying a box until I have seizures fall and
get hurt. She asked if I needed medical assistance. I said, “No I just need to
be left alone, I’m a long way from home, but I think I can make it, so if some
officer sees a guy carrying a box it’s his cat, and leave please me alone, I’m
having a hard enough time as it is already.” And gave a little laugh as to say
I’m not mad, I’m just not playing around. A little more was said about me
making the distance home. She said, “If I needed help call” and I hung up the Police had their chance to
help in fact it would have been perfect timing for a nice ride home safe, for I
was in-distress. I had to ditch the box after a mile, thank god I had gloves on
for the next two, and that I didn’t fall over during my spasms walking. Earth
and I made it home.
I removed the officers names, seemed the right thing to do. The incident was followed up by a ph Call with Springfield, and the a return call on two seperate occasions. The way it was followed up on in dilaoge was reashuring and we spoke of the rarity of my condition and my activity in the community while these episodes were occuring, and how it was "not easy to get every face" he would put the word out that " "You need to keep moving." " Yes I replied. As well I wrote on the back of my hoodie, after a bike cop called and said people were freaking out. Chef John H/C I fall dawn I get up.
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