Thursday, October 10, 2013

Dawn of the MF.. king! Dead.


Slppe please,

 

 

Movies that scared the shit out of me, yep nightmares.

 

It was that little Indian zombie that got me as he chased me up in the ceiling. I woke up pretty quick, zombies, vrs teenager. Shit this sucks. I mean this guy has chased me up into that dam ceiling like four times and I’m getting pissed. Next time a gun, yeah that’s it.

It worked I got a gun a machine gun, and more so I fought back, finally I could fight back. In my dreams I could change the out come, some times but not the world it was conjured in, in this world it is “Dawn of the dead”. This world was no shit cause, they came at you, and the others, right there in the hall way and we had to shoot our way through them, those new souls so terrified by zombies like I used to be got ate by zombies, and quickly our numbers would dwindle quickly, in our first round. Then the fighters, we fought, “the head”, I would always yell to someone who decided to fight, and wildly attacked, We had them pressed, and made it to the escalator, escalator and zombies is like a coin machine in an old time video house with great stacks at the area’s where you went up and down sort of the way human shoppers did, but human shoppers didn’t get pushed over the edge like these did and often a zombie would just fall after being pushed, these were the close-up ones where suddenly out of nowhere, a creepy old lady, some teenage kid, or even worse a little girl zombie they gave me the creeps. We had three floors to go to get up and I was out the front….

Ice skating, how did we get from up stairs I thought, as the last nightmare clung to me, of this moment I was back. Why were we in the skating rink, that’s right it was a clean up job? I looked down at the two Uzi’s and began skating around the rink blasting zombies. One by one, giving like a moment to look at who they were, a person, a man with a suit and tie, a lady with a hat, and then shot them, in the head. It became easy once you remembered the rules, suddenly Bracken was there my best friend, and he wasn’t armed. I yelled this way, but he couldn’t get across the ice and they took him down, as he screamed and fought them biting and tearing. I watched heart in horror, eye seeing the unconscious friend as dear and a link to reality, consciousness some distant murmur, of home. The battle field of the ice rink it was.  My fury bent, I enraged began tearing into them, the one around him sending pieces of zombie brain flying as my Uzis ripped into them, savagery, violence, memories of what just happened to Bracken flashed over and over like a looped video while the rage and sorrow sang. Then back the attic, the door opened again the noise, they were here I’ve got to get on the roof. I here my fate calling from a distance I try to warn him and yell all I run across the roof of our house towards the swinging window. The voice yelled, “John you get up now as my father pulled down the swinging stair case into my room the attic.”   My hearing body assaulted by sound jumped awake; the start of the mental blend from the attack of  the little Indian zombie coming up the stairs and who was really there my mind struggling with each the sleeping world and the awake and it took a few minuets to shake this off as the blend continued, my heart raced, I had jumped to my feet yet stopped unsure whether I was to go back out the window, Dad a though yelled, a veil lifted, clarity, shaking still from the flight and fight, the twist into my world, the shock of being back, the other lingered and the sound echoed, the stairs being lowered, in a great creaking and cranking as the three piece ladder dropped on to the second floor hall. It, horror, on the stairs looking at me, fear … Dad’s voice, again clear.

I told Bracken later in the week, and he just shrugged his shoulders, even though he used to make up stories in the middle of the night as we walked under the trees in Long Branch Creek Park of post apocalyptic world were we had to fight to survive and we saw the movie together. I knew the movie scared him to. The little Indian guy, we both looked, but then not

The thing is, you never get bit more than once or twice and nightmares during the chases end before you wake up. The zombie the same little Indian guy still visited my attic after a month when I forgot some times to fight. The unconscious rip with new material and the nightmares blend into my little world happened for some time, the attic door, Dad, the zombie, attack run fear terror. I then always fought. I crossed a line, I fought back, always shaped into a new nightmare beyond my control.

 

Nightmares like life turn and twist with the road, sometimes there is a reason others are just old fears. I learned to grow with them both; I became very good at killing, I died, and something else, I saw more depths of cruelty, horror, acts that lurk in the dark on the battle field of my nightmares in the real animalistic man the predators that could walk among us.

THOR  

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